Its all in your head

Can you hear your world falling apart? Crashing at your feet? No? Of course not. It doesn’t make soundDoes it? Its a piercing silence. Unnerving stillness. You look around, blinking, you wanna run, shout warnings but you can’t, Trapped in your own mind. Okay from outside, crumbling inside. 

Crying, sobbing in darkness until its all numb. As if you are dead on feets. You can feel it all, but can you do something to stop it? To save it? To just pause it? No but you are freezing aren’t you? Freezing naked in the cold. Oh, don’t you wish to be burnt in hell instead? Not happening. Is there someone with a warm piece of cloth? Anyone? No. 

Of course not. Noone can see you. As if you are invisible but you are not. You are just another faceless nobody, a part of the sulking crowd. 

Dying with every passing day, with pain

With fear

With agony 

With ruthlessness

And all is in you and you are the reason of all. 

Don’t you wish to just die. In one blink? Going to sleep and never waking up? 

Except that’s not what happens, not that easy. No no.. 

You die every day, every minute every second. 

A teensy bit of death. 

And it all happens silently 

Because its all in your head. 


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